When was the last time you looked at me with adoration? I’ve only existed by the blessing of your apparition. I am drowning, falling from the surface. To lose what is closest to me is the end of my beginning. Adapting forms consume the thought of this love ending. I am drowning, falling further from the surface. You were the constant [bad word] that gave my life purpose. Conflict resides inside my desperate lungs. Maintain the oxygen or just fill up. I feel so close to you again. Let a scream out and the water in. This was meant for us to share, an elegy sung for you to hear. Unending love from a heart that’s been sinking since you left. I am the son remembering his father’s death. To lose what is closest to me is the end of my beginning. Adapting forms consume the thought of this love ending. Unending love.