THE AQUA-HAIRED GIRL
Track 4 from the album « Heart.zip; access_denied »
Lyrics by Thomas Cyrix
STARRYSKY
2013

Seasons pass and my image is still here in live
I am everywhere though no one cares if I’m alive
Forever young I am the ultimate dancer
No opinion no depression I am the perfect performer
If only I could live a real life and stand up
My only freedom is «be pretty and shut up»
I will never be able to take a decision
Drawn as puppet slave for your satisfaction
Who would choose to slip the fashions
And give me life to have opinions?
You try to sing, [bad word] a voice
But I can’t think it’s fair
That’s why I can’t despair
Just wanna have a choice

All around marketing is poisoning my heart
Look around and feel that this world is not a shopping cart
You’re afraid that freedom could drive you too far
You acclaim me as a star, I just feel like a hollowavatar
If only I could live in my own life and stand up
I can’t fear death I am a woman of backups
Not alive but in live that is your silly vision
I’m a dancing corpse for your satisfaction
Who would choose to slip the fashions
And give me life to have opinions?
You try to sing, [bad word] a voice
But I can’t think it’s fair
That’s why I can’t despair
Just wanna…

If only I grew old, count my wrinkles and stand up
I would be able to be happy or give up
Learn from my mistakes that’s my idea of perfection
But I’ll never fail for your satisfaction
Who would choose to slip the fashions
And give me life to have opinions?
I’ll never cry for a lost lover
Feelings I’ll never discover
monster can’t feel the pain
I am one behind the chains
My life [bad word] written
I have no future
I see you have no walls
Those things I’ll never do
That’s why I still love you
I live through you