Part I: all goodbyes are said

Patient: 
Let me go 
Say all your goodbyes 
Accept my death (as I did) 
Inevitable for all life 

Mother: 
No! I can't! [bad word] way too soon! 
How can I let go of you now? 

Patient: 
Goodbye, I'm free now! 
Don't grieve! I'm gone, let me go! 
My death meant peace for me! 

Patient: 
Let me go 
But keep me alive 
Within your heart (memories) 
And promise me that I'll remain 

Mother: 
In my very soul you'll live on, 
Even when I let go you're still there 
piece of myself will die with you, but let go, end your pain 

Patient: 
Feel no grief 
Embrace salvation 

My pain is gone 
While yours goes on (just began) 
But live your life (for me too) 

Goodbye, I'm free now! 
Don't grieve! I'm gone, let me go! 
My death meant my peace 
When all goodbyes are said 
Farewell! This ends here! 
Don't mourn. I'm free, let it go! 
I found peace in my death

Part II: Disdain

I need someone to blame!
Feel contempt and betrayed,
I am losing myself, my disdain takes control

Being useless is worst, I can't do [bad word] 

Seeing your pain
It kills me
Losing you now,
I'm provoked
Useless I stand on the side
I would take your pain if I could

Is it God or the world, is there someone to blame?
Is it fate or bad luck, who is failing you now?

Infuriating how I'm forced to remain calm
Disdain!!!

Your pain became like [bad word] to me
Your death; sad way to set you free
Disdained

Aggravation before acceptance
Scorn and hatred; a natural defence
Deepest misery before salvation
Godless suffering before redemption

Now my nightmare's proclaimed
I've found no one to blame
It's a [bad word] twist of life
Yet my rage can't be bound

Exasperating how trivial we really are

Part III: Disgraced

My eyes stay shut
My mouth won't speak anymore
Feel, that's all that I do
Hear, all I have left
I pray, if it helps, in my silence; end my pain please

Crawl into my skin
See into my [bad word] (live without a life)

My heart won't love anymore
It beats the time away
Stop, that's all that I ask
Free my tortured body
Slip gracefully into my death, my salvation

Crawl into my skin
See into my [bad word] (live without a life)
My heart won't give in
Machines keep me here (crawl into my pain)
shade of myself
human disgrace
Please let me go

Tubes
The sound of machines
They talk about me
More pain, needles sting
I slide away
white light's piercing my skull,
The nurses wipe my drool
day passes by
perfect one to die