It's hard to admit I still think about you. 
Five years (2000 days) I've been living without you.
I know I was a [bad word] and [bad word] your life,
that's just as [bad word] up as I am tonight.
It's hard to admit I still think about you. 

It's hard to admit I still think about you. 
I wanna die when I wake up in the morning, if I'm dreaming about you. 
I hate to admit it but I hate your new guy. 
I'd like to bury my thumbs in his eyes. 
It's hard to admit I still think about you.