I would take all the blame
But I don't have the strength
Do you want to know the [bad word] 
I know that I found you
Black and scarred
We start again(?)
I would not pretend
That what I say and what I do
Could ever make you happy

And I know, things are never gonna be the same
With red walls

I'm so alive!
For the first time 
(So alive)
In my life
(So alive)
I've never felt so free!
I'm so alive!
For the first time 
(So alive)
In my life
(So alive)
I've never felt so free!

Everything is gonna change
There's nothing left to say
And if you weren't so confused
You would know it's [bad word] We ought to start to live again
Instead of just pretend
That what I say and what I do
Could ever make you happy

And I know, things are never gonna be the same
With red walls

I'm so alive!
For the first time 
(So alive)
In my life
(So alive)
I've never felt so free!
I'm so alive!
For the first time 
(So alive)
In my life
(So alive)
I've never felt so free!

(Whoa!)
So don't bother
No transition
'Cause life's too short
It turns out, in the end
(Whoa!)
There's no [bad word] And I'm too tired to try everything

I'm so alive
For the first time 
(So alive)
In my life
(So alive)
I've never felt so free
I'm so alive!

And I know, things are never gonna be the same
With red walls

I'm so alive!
For the first time 
(So alive)
In my life
(So alive)
I've never felt so free!
I'm so alive!
For the first time 
(So alive)
In my life
(So alive)
I've never felt so free!