Father, watch me fall
Witness my mistakes
I have lost it all
I'm about to break

Before the sound of dawn
I turned my back on you
The life in me was gone
My consciousness withdrew

Fear tormenting me
Guilt won't let me be

I chose a different way
But there's nowhere I could hide
From one end of the world
To the other side

I've never felt as cold
As I do today
There's nothing here to hold
No reason I should stay

 [bad word]  resist, deny
Kill the pain that dwells inside
Send your word from on high
So this part of me will die

Can you hear my thoughts?
I know what I've done
You are all I've got
And I don't want [bad word] 

Surrender to your will
From the ashes I am new
Your presence is revealed
Showing all that's [bad word] 

Fear tormenting me
Guilt won't let me be

 [bad word]  resist, deny
Kill the pain that dwells inside
Send your word from on high
So this part of me will die

 [bad word]  resist, deny
Kill the pain that dwells inside
Send your word from on high
So this part of me will die

 [bad word]  resist, deny
Kill the pain that dwells inside
Send your word from on high
So this part of me will die