[bad word] nante konai you ni to
negatta [bad word] kazoe kirenai
yume mo ai mo nakushi
ame ni utareta mama [bad word] naiteru [bad word] naiteru

kazari tsuke nai de kono mama no watashi de ikite yuku tame
nani ga hitsuyo wo
jibun sae shinjirezu nani wo shinjitara ii no
kotae wa chikasugite mienai

kuroi namida nagasu watashi ni wa
nanimo nakute kanashii sugite
kotoba ni sae nara nakute
karada juu ga itami [bad word] taerarenai hitori de wa

yonaka ni naki tsukarete
egaita jibun janai jibun no kao
yowasa wo [bad word] mama egao wo [bad word] no wa
yameyou yameyou yameyou yameyou

kazari tsuke nai de ikite yuku koto wa kono yo de ichiban
muzukashii koto
anata kara morau nara katachi no nai mono ga ii [bad word] mono wa mou iranai

kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo
shiranu kao de [bad word] wa kite
onnaji itami ni [bad word] sonna hibi wo [bad word] nara
tooku kiete shimaitai
wagamama to wakattemo

kuroi namida nagasu watashi ni wa
nanimo nakute kanashi sugite
kotoba ni sae nara nakute
karada juu ga itami [bad word] 
kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo
shiranu kao de [bad word] wa kite
onnaji itami ni [bad word] sonna hibi wo [bad word] nara
boku kiete shimaitai
wagamama to wakattemo 

Перевод:

Wishing tonight that tomorrow will [bad word] Countless dreams and loves and losses,
I cry and cry and cry
as though beaten down by rain

Don't display me, not like this
I need something to keep on living
If I can't even believe in myself, what can I believe in?
The answer is so close I can't even see it

Shedding black tears
I am nothing. Filled with sorrow,
Unable to say a word
The pain is welling up inside me, and
I can't bear this alone

I cried in the middle of the night, drew my face that isn't me,
That hides my weaknesses. I'm going to stop smiling...

Don't display me. Is the hardest thing in the whole world
To keep on living?
If [bad word] from you, then it's all right that it's intangible
I don't want things that can be broken anymore

Shedding black tears, crying out [bad word] with a face that I don't know [bad word] with this same pain again
If I have to continue like this, every day,
Then I want to disappear forever, far away
I know it's selfish, but...

Shedding black tears
I am nothing. Filled with sorrow,
Unable to say a word
The pain is welling up inside me, and
I can't bear this alone

Shedding black tears, crying out [bad word] with a face that I don't know [bad word] with this same pain again
If I have to continue like this, every day,
Then I want to disappear forever, far away
I know that it's selfish, but...