Oh, won't you tell me? Please just tell me.

Explain how this should work.

Well now who could it be, that lives inside of me?
I'm broken, lying helpless, shattered
Surrounded by the world

And yet, you're smiling [bad word] blind to life
 [bad word] lungs; they were left this way
For once, I'm out of breath.
The [bad word] I seek, never felt so bleak but,
I maintain my depth 

Freeze

I'm breakable; 
Unbreakable
I'm shaking yet, 
Unshakable
Until the day that you find me.

I'll stand here,
Existing and feeling wretched* existence
Consuming life-force til I grow distant
Don't bother searching for somebody like me.
fading no one.
I don't want to hurt you, It's not my nature.
monster born from dusk to dawn can't be your saviour
Remember the 'me', the way I used to be.

As who I still should be.

The isolation spreads and tears
Those happy /days, pierce into me
These lonely memories cease to care
They spread throughout my history

I’ll never move
I’ll never lose
I’ll never move
I’ll never lose
I’ll never move
I’ll never lose you.
Unraveling the world

At once, I start changing,
Yet everything’s remaining
These lives I felt would join as one,
They fade away before they’ve begun.
I’m breakable; unbreakable
I’m shaking yet, unshakable
Until these hands “contaminate” you

I’ll stand here existing and feeling wretched existence
Consuming life-force til I grow distant
Don't bother searching for somebody like me. fading no one.
This lonely space, held into place by someone crazy
Shall melt away like dawn to day as things get hazy
So please think of me, the way I used to be.

As who I really should be

So don’t forget me,
You can’t forget me
You won’t forget me
Please don’t forget me.

With changing inside [bad word] paralyzed 
Remaining [bad word] as I wish for paradise 

Remember the 'me', the way I used to be.

Oh, won’t you tell? Oh, please just tell…
Well now who could it be, that lives inside of me?