She’s waiting at home
Counting down the days
I’ve earned her [bad word] but I don’t deserve it
I down another hoping I don’t remember a thing
Just an excuse to kill my conscience

I’m gonna hate myself when the [bad word] up
But right now I’m in my darkest glory
Letting her have her way with me

I keep telling myself
It’s not worth it
But I can’t help it [bad word] home, but I’m not alone tonight
I try to hold myself back
I just can’t win, I just give in [bad word] home, but I’m not alone tonight

I hang my head down in shame
I know she’ll never forgive me
She’ll look me in the eyes
And I know all she will see
Is lust over loyalty
All she will see
Is lust over loyalty

I keep telling myself
It’s not worth it
But I can’t help it [bad word] home, but I’m not alone tonight
I try to hold myself back
I just can’t win, I just give in [bad word] home, but I’m not alone tonight

I wish I could be
The one you need [bad word]  unworldly
I wish I could free
Temptations plea
She’s calling me
And I don’t even know her name

I keep telling myself
It’s not worth it
But I can’t help it [bad word] home, but I’m not alone tonight
I try to hold myself back
I just can’t win, I just give in [bad word] home, but I’m not alone tonight

But I’m not alone tonight
All she will see
Is the lust in my eyes
Is lust over loyalty [bad word] home, but I’m not alone
Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight