I've [bad word]  I've been having fun
But I don't know what it means
I've been trying, I've been dying to
But I don't know what it means

I rest my case, but I don't [bad word] the race
I've been loosing you the way I'm loving you
But I don't know what it means

I've been down, down, down, down, down
But I don't know what it means
I've been down, down, down, down, down
But I don't know what it means
I've been down, down, down, down, down
But I don't know what it means
I've been down, down, down, down, down
But I don't know what it means

I've been trying so hard [bad word] to peace
But I don't know what it means
My shelter is a shield
But I don't know what it means

I've been trying so hard to be myself
That I've turned into somebody else
I'm in denial or so it seems
But I don't know what it means 

I've been down, down, down, down, down
But I don't know what it means
I've been down, down, down, down, down
But I don't know what it means
I've been down, down, down, down, down
But I don't know what it means
I've been down, down, down, down, down
But I don't know what it means