Never want to lose control
 Tempted by the [bad word] unknown
 Tested by addiction
 Never thought i'd be its victim
 I can feel it deep within
 Calling out to me again
 Should of seen the symptoms
 Forced to face this cold affliction
 Every breath is mine to take
 I won't slip away

 After all I've seen
 There's so much more to believe
 If I'm gonna survive
 I'll make it barely alive
 There's no place to hide
 I'm feeling sick inside
 If I'm gonna survive
 I'll make it barely alive

 God I miss so many signs
 Wasted years upon my life
 Hindered by decisions
 Conquered by my superstitions
 Constant [bad word] day to day
 There's always something in the way
 Reminded by my demons
 Never were the voice of reason
 Every breath is mine to take
 I won't slip away

 After all I've seen
 There's so much more to believe
 If I'm gonna survive
 I'll make it barely alive
 There's no place to hide
 I'm feeling sick inside
 If I'm gonna survive
 I'll make it barely alive
 I'll make it barely alive

 After all I've seen
 There's so much more to believe
 If I'm gonna survive
 I'll make it barely alive
 There's no place to hide
 I'm feeling sick inside
 If I'm gonna survive
 I'll make it barely alive
 I'll make it barely alive