Lying From You

When I pretend
Everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always
Wanted to see
When I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just ’cause
I know I can/But
I can’t pretend this is the way
It will stay/I’m just
Trying to bend the [bad word] I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be
So I’m 

Lying my way from you 

[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
’Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
Is me 

I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk
Of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that
And this again
So I pretended up a person who was [bad word] in
And now you think this person
Really is me and I’m
[Trying to bend the [bad word] 
But the more I push
The more I’m pulling away
’Cause I’m 

Lying my way from you 

[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
’Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me 

This isn’t what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have [bad word] from me
Like this 

This isn’t what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have [bad word] from me
Like this 

This isn’t what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have [bad word] from me
Like this 

This isn’t what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have [bad word] from me
Like this 

[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
’Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me

Hit The Floor

There are just too many
Times that people
Have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you
And I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I’ve
Held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind
Afraid to say what I need to say
Too many
Things that you’ve said about me
When I’m not around
You think having the upper hand
Means you’ve got to keep putting me down
But I’ve had too many stand-offs with you
It’s about as much as I can stand
So I’m waiting until the upper hand
Is mine 

One minute you’re on top
The next you’re not
Watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you’re on top
The next you’re not
Missed your shot
Making your heart stop
You think you won 

And then it’s all gone 

So many people like me
Put so much [bad word] in all your lies
So concerned with what you think
To just say what we feel inside
So many people like me
Walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want
Is to feel like I’m not stepped on
There are so many things you say
That make me feel like you’ve crossed the line
What goes up will surely fall
And I’m counting down the time
’Cause I’ve had so many stand-offs with you
It’s about as much as I can stand
So I’m waiting until the upper hand
Is mine 

One minute you’re on top
The next you’re not
Watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you’re on top
The next you’re not
Missed your shot
Making your heart stop
You think you won 

And then it’s all gone
And then it’s all gone
And then it’s all gone
And then it’s all gone
Now it’s all gone 

I know I’ll never [bad word] a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us
But you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating
Up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall 

One minute you’re on top
The next you’re not
Watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you’re on top
The next you’re not
Missed your shot
Making your heart stop
You think you won 

And then it’s all gone
And then it’s all gone
And then it’s all gone
And then it’s all gone
Now it’s all gone