Through the mist of life
I wanted to see the light
Afraid, attracted
See not more than the blue of your eyes
The blue of an ancient dream
The meaning of my destiny

I was never told that my sins
would lead me to death
the great solitude in my heart
the sadness that fills my eyes
Holding my breath,
you disappear a day
like a never ending star
and I cry for those times
Never you [bad word] back
I sit at the side of the path
wondering why
wonder how a blue sky
could [bad word] a never-ending night 

I shall [bad word] your shadow
I shall be your night
a choice that wasn't mine
but I deserve this life