So long ago, so far away
So many days, so hard to stay
So many words behind the scenes
And all I see is precipice

Can you remind me what it's like
To see the light, to feel alive
This bitter night is way too long
This pain's too bad, it all ends too wrong

I am lost in my visions and dreams
I can't see your light in the sky
I've lost my hope, I've killed my pain
I don't wanna feel it again 

And there's only regret 
There was only disguise
There is nothing but pain
There was nothing but lies
There was only decision [bad word] and hide
Now there's nothing [bad word] 
And there's only regret,
There was only disguise
There is nothing but pain
There was nothin6 but lies
There was only decision [bad word] and hide
Now there's nothing [bad word] 

Nobody ever said goodbye
Nobody knows the reasons why
So many words were left behind the scenes
And all we see is still precipice

Dreaming on, I have no ideas
How to stop this chaos around of me, no
I don't need to face my own fears
You don't need to know
The reason I bleed
I'm chasing for something that I can't see
I'm just fighting with something inside of me
I am losing this game
I am losing again
I'm destroying myself
(Destroying myself again...)

So long ago...
so far away...
And all I see...