I can't sleep 
I lie awake
Thoughts [bad word] 
Through my head 

I [bad word] 
Any longer
Because the night
Is taking over

My world is crashing down 
Defense is weak 
Walls tumbling down 
And I did not sign on for this aloneness 
My world is falling apart 
Without you near, no better part
And I did not sign up for this emptiness

How did you find me 
Find me 
Lift me up just to pull me down
Once you had your fun 
How did you find me 
Why me 
Never thought this could be [bad word] 
There's no way back 
And I can't get to you