Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my song

Cuz it seems that wrong

Really loves [bad word] 
He's more than a man

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

But clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to him I just can't be [bad word] 
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dyin'

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Every time I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

don't wanna be...murderer

I feel it in the air

As I'm doin' my hair

Preparing for another date

kiss up on my cheek

As he reluctantly

Accepts I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the girls

lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know

Where I'm about to go

And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...a murderer

Our Love...his [bad word] 
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with