I don't understand

What they want from me

They take my hands

Washing them in dirty water

Try to find what's right

In a distant place

So far away

The silence fills my heart with empty space

But now I'm sure of where I'll go from here

And tensions rise,

They push me to divert my vision

But I will break the ceiling and the walls that kept me in

For all this time

And all the reasons that I cannot find

They'll wait for me to fall under the pressure

They'll wait for me to give it up

Well I will not work against the forces

I just have to stay above [bad word]  [bad word]  water

I will do my best to keep [bad word] 
It takes a lot not to overload

They can't tell me what is right for me

I just need peace of mind and my ability

No one said that it would be this hard

You can't force it but you'll play your part

So I [bad word] until I reach the end and who knows where I'll be

But all I know is that we'll start again

They'll wait for me to fall under the pressure

They'll wait for me to give it up

Well I will not work against the forces

I just have to stay above [bad word]  [bad word]  water

I've got my sights on

My sights on a brand new beginning

steady rhythm will hold me to the shore

I've got my sights on

My sights on a brand new beginning

steady rhythm will hold me to the shore