It cant be fair 
I don't wanna do this anymore 
because I can't clear out this mess on my own 
should I call dad and tell him 
that I... 

I should be sleeping by now.. 
but I've already gone to the off license 
to celebrate things i've achieved since I moved out from mother's house 
and I can't remember... 

because I can't stand myself when I am sober 
I can't stand myself when I'm with you 
and if it’s the case and I confuse things then I'll get much closer 
tell me how to smile the way you do 

there's something wrong with the light 
It's goes on and off sometimes 
and I'm constantly playing the black key 
you'd never stop playing the white one 

It doesn't sound like I thought 
I can't figure out which way to go like this 
I'm well up for landing but the switch now doesn't work 
and up there's much better 

casue I can't stand myself when I am sober 
I can't stand myself when I'm with you 
and if it's the case and I confuse things then I'll get much closer 
tell me how to smile the way you do

 from Stand Up Against Heart Crime, released 21 March 2011 
Written, performed and recorded by Josep Xortó