If I find my way through the darkest of days, 
 Will I laugh about the things that kept me awake? 
 But if my greatest fear paints itself so crystal clear, 
 Will [bad word] away or will I hide? 

 And if I [bad word] home tonight, 
 Just know I tried my best to fight. 
 Please don't think I plan to lose to the night. 
 And curse the moon so dull and bright, 
 My heavy soul can't stand the light. 
 It burns me straight the bones, my bones . 

 In the desert sun I watched my [bad word] undone. 
 One by one my strings they tangled into knots. 
 And ever since that day, deep in sands are they. 
 I've learned to hate myself for giving everything away. 

 And if I [bad word] home tonight, 
 Just know I tried my best to fight. 
 Please don't think I plan to lose to the night. 
 And curse the moon so dull and bright, 
 My heavy soul can't stand the light. 
 It burns me straight the bones, my bones 

 And if I [bad word] home tonight, 
 Just know I tried my best to fight. 
 Please don't think I plan to lose to the night. 
 And curse the moon so dull and bright, 
 My heavy soul can't stand the light. 
 It burns me straight the bones, my bones