Confused, wrecked and doing what I do best,
Why do I always have something to obsess around?
Let too much past, too much within,
Open up to weakness and let people help themselves.
fear of applying myself to anything that will push me,
 [bad word] be told I'm nothing, I'm [bad word] 
Just another [bad word] mug looking out for himself.
Reaching for the liquor - liquid courage is my pride,
Time is never wasted when you're wasted all the time.

I will never live a dream, never feel affection
Just in case the infection.
I hate so hard, I reduce my sanity to its knees.
 [bad word] living your dreams, [bad word] feeling [bad word] 
Just in case the infection.
I hate so hard, I reduce my [bad word] sanity to its knees.

'Cause am I that shallow that I'd say anything,
Just to get her on her knees?
She'll get [bad word] to her,
And make sure that she's my everything.
Then bring-in-sanity.

How can you ask for diamonds, when all you wear is pearls?
So cut up is my conscience, from filthy [bad word] girls!
load off my mind is my load on your face,
Spitting was never an option.
Mind games is pain but my game's insane,
So open up wide and swallow my pride.

pathetic excuse to reach for a dream!

It's sad but [bad word] but love to [bad word] 
And [bad word] the love, a fact of life.