change in every little desire 
as were counting on forces we could not control 
oh and all those things you realized 
were nothing more than a memory displaced through 
so the story's told beyond our grasp 
we were climbing forever an infinite task 
shoulders straining with the endless toil 
we're nothing more than a feather moving in the wind 
I want to change everything 
I want to change everything 
I want to blame everything on 
oh and all these seeds will grow anyway 
even though the [bad word] we cannot say 
so you'll always have your time to shine 
even in the winter of your darkest hour 
in the depths of my gloom 
I crawl out for you 
from the peaks of my joy 
I crawl back into 
tearing me down every time you smile 
every shining time you arrive