I really seek for an explanation 
 to describe these emotions I got 
 it arrived at the metro-station faster than i thought 
 I have been sitting a long time waiting 
 unable to move or to talk 
 sometimes your life seems [bad word] but I think it's not 
 what you have is what you [bad word] got 
 And I know there are some people I can [bad word] 
 you know I don't want to loose my friends 
 every single day I am worn-out 
 will you be there until the end and maybe longer? 
 in a world of total alienation nothings feels familiar at all 
 ain't got a clue about my destination everything I want 
 is to see these friends when i pass away 
 And I know there are some people I can [bad word] 
 don't you see? are you blind? this is important to me 
 what is right? what is wrong? how can I [bad word] break free? 
 this is the ambiguity of your life 
 full of determination going nowhere 
 disappointment unless you refuse 
 to see the mess we are in no escape plan yet 
 you just close your eyes until you forget 
 And I know there are some people I can [bad word]