I’ve been thinking it over
I’ve been thinking long and hard
like a knife that’s been scraping
scraping away at my mind

 [bad word] IT ALL 
 [bad word] IT ALL
 [bad word] IT ALL

I’m sick of finding excuses
I’m sick of feeling so down and out
a brick wall at a dead end
and im still trying to
smash my way out

 [bad word] IT ALL
 [bad word] IT ALL
 [bad word] IT ALL

im still trying to - smash my way out

trying to see past (something)
something that’s not there
but I will fail again
I can’t see clear
leveled everything (that I)
thought was in my way
at the end of the day
its just me here
standing in my own way

I’ve been thinking it over
what the [bad word] is this all about
im sick of finding excuses
im sick of feeling so down and out