Wanting
Watching
Debating on which way [bad word] to
Haunted by voices
Craving someone [bad word] to

I haven’t lost myself in a long time
I never tried to care when I wanted to
I just wanna be part of something
I just wanna be real like you

Sometimes I feel like a monster
And times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees
You’re my favorite disease

Silent warnings
Tell me that I’ve let [bad word] undone
Show me
Teach me the way to heaven
‘Cause no other way can

I haven’t lost myself in a long time
I never tried to care when I wanted to
I just wanted to be part of something
I just wanted to be real like you

Sometimes I feel like a monster
And times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees
You’re my favorite disease

Closer
Closer
Closer to you
I need to be closer now
Closure yet
Closer to you
Every step I take

Sometimes I feel like a monster
And times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees
You’re my favorite disease
And I love to way you kill me
Love the way you heal me

Sometimes I feel like a monster
And times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees
You’re my favorite disease
And I love to way you kill me
Love the way you heal me
I love the way you kill me
I love the way you heal me
I love the way you kill me
I love the way you heal me
I love the way you kill me
I love the way you heal me
I love the way you kill me
I love the way you heal me