This is not me now
Can you tell me
What am i [bad word] 
What am i doing to my self?
This is not me now
Can you tell me why i'm self [bad word] 
How can i live with all this?
And i am breaking to pieces
How long will i lose this war
I can't take much more
I am losing now
Will you help me?
How can i explain this?
How can i justify myself?
I am losing now
Will you help me?
Cause i can't remember
All that i've lived with for so long
I am breaking to pieces
How long will i lose this war
No i can't take much more
LyricsThis is not me now
Can you tell me what am i [bad word] 
What am i doing to myself?
What am i doing to myself?
I'm [bad word] 
I am breaking to pieces
How long will i lose this war
I can't take much more
Breaking to pieces
How long will i lose this war
Now i can't take much more
And i am breaking to pieces
How long will i lose this war
I can't take much more