"Numb"

I feel slow and encumbered and defeated and drawn
Disappointed, over-extended and [bad word] and shaken
This overhealing, over-loving, discontentment goes on
This entrancement. Intuition.
I'll be checked out, I'll be gone

Have to remove myself from sensation
 [bad word] the feeling [bad word] from the feeling and reach for the [bad word] Can't sit with this feeling
I'd rather be flying [bad word] numb

I feel anxious, I feel nervous and unloved
I'm overwhelmed, rather be out of my gourd

Have to remove myself from sensation
 [bad word] the feeling [bad word] from the feeling and reach for the [bad word] Can't sit with this feeling
I'd rather be flying [bad word] numb

I am lonely, I feel hungry and unloved
I feel elated. I am livid. And...
 [bad word] the feeling [bad word] from the feeling and reach for the [bad word] Can't sit with this feeling
I'd rather be flying [bad word] numb