I never meant to make u so numb

Even though I want to see u smile again

Toyed with in their deep plots like a doll

Eyes wont sparkle no more

 

You’re our only Messiah, but it was just my desir

My heart bled at the sight

That brought me torture over and over

How dare u decided he’s the one

All my tears’ve [bad word] out

 

My life has turned too dusty like vampire

I’m [bad word] out and [bad word] in the flame of fire

All my fears had been stained

How much I’ve got to lose?

My dear, where’s a ray of hope?

 

Found my self fallen in the dark side of Mars

From my dead asleep dreaming

I swear fake allegiance to that girl

Until I let u down

There’s no sound of ur breathing

Still ur room is so freezing

My heart bled at the sight

That brought me torture over and over

It’s something I must live with everyday

Now I know there’s no way out

 

My life has turned too dusty like vampire

I’m [bad word] out and [bad word] in the flame of fire

All my fears had been stained

But my scars are still remained

How much I’ve got to lose?

My dear, where’s a ray of hope?

 

My life has turned too dusty like vampire

I’m [bad word] out and [bad word] in the flame of fire

All my fears had been stained

But my scars are still remained

How much I got to lose?

My dear, where is a ray of hope?

 

How does [bad word] to the perfect ends?

While I’m refusing to make amends

So much hurts, so much hates are grown up

Your phantom made me hold on for my dear life