So hard to find it
Where the earth meets the sun in the distance,
So hard to find it
Where the ocean makes its entrance
Everyone loses what they're trying to hold on to,
And it's so hard to find it.

So hard to find it
Why we lose all the friends that we once knew,
So hard to fight it
While we're trying to fight it just to make it through,
Everyone [bad word]  even those who defend you
And it's so hard to fight it.

Honest and [bad word] 
The hardest was losing you.
The hardest was losing you.

So hard to fight it
When I thought you [bad word] to your senses,
So hard to fight it
When my heart is digging trenches,
Wishing for once that you'd just taken my side,
I can no longer fight it.

Honest and [bad word] 
The hardest was losing you.

Lying here tonight,
Sleeping alone, sleeping alone again,
And all I wanna do
Is leave it alone, leave it alone.
Lying here tonight
Sleeping alone, sleeping alone,
And all I wanna do
Is leave it alone, let go.

Honest and [bad word] 
The hardest was losing you.
The hardest was losing you.