When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eyes
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so [bad word] special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the [bad word] am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so [bad word] special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the [bad word] I'm doing here?
I don't belong here
 [bad word] out again [bad word] out [bad word] run run

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the [bad word] am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here