i have lost 
everything but my way
too arrogant for that
too stubborn and
i go on and on
i walk among my
sophisticated dreams
sophisticated lies
slice by slice
i cut and analyze
which part of me is real
enough to start from there 
and never take a step back
not a single step back
i am used to saying goodbye
mostly meaning farewell
i'm not well
another round with self
myself
my crooked self 
twisted enough
to crave for more

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