I'm trying to kill the pain
That is killing me
I'm trying to paint my brain
Something black
With a permanent pen
I wonder
Wonder where I am

I wonder I can feel
Is it a bullet or a splinter
I wonder where I roam
Cracked glass, broken mirror
I wonder
Wonder where I go

I wonder if I lost, wonder if I died
Wonder if this dark, cold place
Is anteroom for my trial
If there's anybody hearing
And there's nothing all around me

I wonder if it's you, if you're calling me
Wonder if it's cold blood on fingertips
Sticking on me
If I really went the wrong way
And then ran out of my all time

I wander in the void
With my shivering hands
And my fingers they're numb
All the colours they're blended
I wonder
Wonder where I am

I'm waiting for a guide
But there's no one who can see
And all my stories slowly fade
Out of my bleaching memory
I wonder
Wonder if I failed

I wonder if I lost, wonder if I died
Wonder if this dark, cold place
Is anteroom for my trial
If there's anybody hearing
And there's nothing all around me

I wonder if it's you, if you're calling me
Wonder if it's cold blood on fingertips
Sticking on me
If I really went the wrong way
And then ran out of my all time

I wonder if I lost, wonder if I died
Wonder if this dark, cold place
Is anteroom for my trial
If there's anybody hearing
And there's nothing all around me

I wonder if it's you, if you're calling me
Wonder if it's cold blood on fingertips
Sticking on me
If I really went the wrong way
And then ran out of my all time