It’s so sad
I can’t turn my feelings inside out
It oppresses like unfaithfulness
Please, hear my shout!

I want to see around me
Another person instead of you
I want to develop
My mind’s looking for the new

I have to live with this burden
And do my duty good
Opinions vary on that point
You always inflict a wound

I try to go away
I know it’s not my way
Please try to realize
That I hate all your smiles
And I don’t like the way
You live, you always stay
You’re a traitor, your friends are so
But I want to take from life much more

Repellent enough…you…
I can’t stand it… [bad word] 
I can’t [bad word] you… dull…
You vex my brain like…itch…