Pray in homage under shadows of ancestry
Conceptual lords above bathing in your inquiry
Memorizing thoughts through hallucinations of despair
Imminence burns within, plunge yourself to disrespect
Battered visions, desolation drips into your eyes
feeling of oppressiveness that vastly clutters life
Deviation scarred within, placed upon you from your birth
Engage with destitution, as it rips into your mind 

Morally detrimental
Incapacitated existence
Ignorant false worship 

Exit all that's insincere
Rendered never to believe, never to place [bad word] again
Deny the cross you bear
Resisting all religion, resisting infirmities
Habitual infamy
Malignant infatuation
Reduces your will to live
Illusive reality
Images shred your mind to pieces 

Deception crowds you
An infection of thoughts that God is there for you
Condemnation
Self-inflicted betrayal provoked by others 

Sink in deep depression
States of mental turmoil
Abdiction enters
Paralyzing conflicts
Fear of retribution
Catastrophic frenzies
Burn within your mind 

Sifting through delusions [bad word] with anguish
Tribulation drowns all hope
To live on 

Purge your soul in hate
You're realizing you can't afford
Brace yourself til all resistance ends
Cut yourself and release the blood