I'm not myself today everythings not right,
used to think tomorrow once looked bright.
now the darkness swells through my broken wings.
I don't know if i can make it through again.
 
How the [bad word] can I,
be happier without you?
how the [bad word] will I,
be better off without you?
 
I'll always be near to you somehow I know,
In this life or the next, where I go.
I can'y deny it's not easy, Iv'e tried real hard,
to [bad word] and be the best I can.
 
How the [bad word] can I,
be happier without you?
how the [bad word] will I,
be better off without you?
 
You know, how it feels, 
when nothing is of relevance.
You know, how it feels, 
when nothing is of relevance.
 
I Prayed for all we had just to make it right,
to make it all bearable just one last time.
I can see your not eager to make things right
let me be your good memory if not your light.
 
How the [bad word] can I,
be happier without you?
how the [bad word] will I,
be better off without you?