MY ILLUSION
I'm in confusion, I'm beging you to stay 
This is not the way that I gave to you 
So please don't ask me to leave 
Coz I am creator of your dream
Remember the time when I saw this face 
And I still believe there's something strange [bad word] Hey you, you're my illusion  [bad word] away I'm searching for you 
Hey you , still I am watching, still I am living
When I say "hello", you say "goodbye" 
You wave your hand and wink your eye 
Still I'm watching, still I'm listening 
But there's no signs of life
Now I'm just a servant in a nursing home 
But I don't believe that I've grown old [bad word] Now I am nearby, you're somewhere here 
My dream is a lie, but you exist