My heart is shifting,
Back to the one who's calling out to me,
She ties a tourniquet around my neck,
Cold embrace but warm caress,
My home was never so sweet.

And I will swallow,
Each pill she gives it helps to ease the pain,
She'll take a piece of me and eat it raw,
Been away for far too long,
Return the dirt to the weeds.

Though I'm down,
Down,
Down,
It picks her up,
Up,
Up,
I want it now,
Now,
Now,
I'm out of luck,
Luck,
Luck.

What have you done [bad word] me?
What have you done but make me bleed? [bad word] so close to burying me,
My one and only,
My emptiness.

My eyes are open,
But she won't let me go so easily,
I cannot [bad word] the words [bad word] from my mouth,
Enemy from the inside out,
I'll learn to love my defeat.

I let you hold me down,
Let you restrain me,
I sink into the ground,
It overtakes me,
I've lost what you have found,
You slowly change me,
I will remove my crown,
Let you invade me.