Everyday ends up the same find another way to forget you
Apathy takes a hold of me as I'm remembering why you left me
Tension gets the best of me trying to [bad word] these memories that poison
Haunting thoughts of deception from the fabric of our pass into descension

I'm controlled by sadness
Imaginary lapses of false happiness sometimes [bad word] my misery
And distract me from my concentrated anger

Bleed, Bleeding through my memory of you
 [bad word] it all take my heart away set my soul afire [bad word]  bleed me
Erase the day I was given life let it fade away I can feel you
Stagnant are the memories preying upon me as my hands begin to tremble
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Take my hand
Walk with me through this endless fix of scaring tears
Remember, to smile is to have a momentary relief of pain

No one time did I hesitate to deliver an ample amount of loyalty and [bad word] That was more then what you ever deserved in the world that you portrayed
bleeding memory of you

Bleed my heart of your eyes - erase the day I was given life