Everything you thought or were led to believe was a misconception
This unsafe approach at life has killed all hope within. 
Worthless attempts of achieving happiness 
Disgusted, [bad word]  betrayed and persuaded
Reveling such feelings, mistakes of disgrace
The shock and disbelief of reality SETS IN 
The weight of the world [bad word] These pains within are intolerable 
Changes are of utmost importance

Intolerable ways of living brought on by oneself
Waiting to be let down,
Depression, remove for all negative surroundings 
False perceptions broken dreams
Living this unhappy life is not worth living 

Whose life to take? Mine or theirs 
Dismiss the anguish brought one self
Relearn how to live and only [bad word] yourself
Disgusted, [bad word]  betrayed and persuaded
Reveling such feelings, mistakes of disgrace
Obsession, Betrayal, Murder, Suicide
Negative energy trapped and enraged
Unable to fix what has/is,
Essence of death kills all in its path.