Don't Save Me

it's such [bad word] for you to lead the way
when i can't see it
oh so overwhelming

i try to see behind
the angry colors
of your cold indifference
give me any sign

don't save me
when i'm falling down
you're always the one
waiting on the ground

but i still dream
and make believe
you'll be there for me
when i am bleeding

you try to sympathize
but deep inside you
there's a satisfaction
when you see my plight

and as the tale unwinds
i only find the pieces
of my spirit
raining down on me

i pray to see you shine
and give you all of my life
while you wait for my demise
in the meantime