[bad word] over come here and let be be there i'd love to take part of your insanity and notice the solace and never return to the place that erased all the [bad word] that i lack cos to be blind is to be free and you will never find me in the mindset your threat that had prior misguided my only last hope for this one-sided decision to expose who you are with precision so detailed but it seems that my effort has [bad word] failed me and you'll never be seen as the monster you are just as a lost soul who has so many scars from the people that hurt you or the people who lied when really they only hurt your horrible pride and you are a monster who wears the facade of a man close to human of a man who is god but you're nothing you're nothing you lack any emotion you're a predator who preys on those with devotion to your lies to your [bad word] to your slight [bad word] to anything more than the one you adore

which is you

**YOU'RE MONSTER**

Cold hard stare

your hypnotic glare

penetrates my soul

you're out of control

love and hate

hate and love

I loved what you did when you loved not enough

I hate when you won't and i know that you don't

and how can you do this

now I found my voice

I tell you what...

 [bad word] this

now I have a choice

you leave me choking on the threads of what was once my sanity

with your bag of perception twisting deceit and lies

i leave you choking on your [bad word] that are insanity

with you the one exception such defeat in your eyes