I thought I'd give it up for good,
 'cause none of my actions are understood.
 I thought I'd really leave,
 and [bad word] back's something you'd never perceive.
I thought I'd make it; 
Yes, I really thought I'd make it,
 but then you smiled, 
you didn't rile me, 
now [bad word] back [bad word] back.
 I saw a vision of a love long deceased
 and a chilly [bad word] from East.
 I know I can say I did my best, but there were no more warm winds from the West.
 Still I thought I'd make it;
Yes, I really tho ught I'd make it, but then you smiled, you didn't rile me, now [bad word] back [bad word] back.
 I thought you'd never be missed, and I really believed we'd never share another kiss. 
And I thought for the last time I'd touched your hand, but your love draws me back like quicksand. 
Still I thought I'd make it; 
Yes, I really thought I'd make it, but then you smiled, you didn't rile me, now [bad word] back [bad word] back.
 And now [bad word] yes home. [bad word] home.