[bad word] White

Something is cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile [bad word] :
"You were from a perfect world
world that threw me away today
Today [bad word] away"

pill to make you numb
pill to make you dumb
pill to make you anybody else
But all the [bad word] in this world
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut
And she was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a polaroid that
Lost all her dolls [bad word] :
"You were from a perfect world
world that threw me away today