You're killing me kid,
But I know you're not trying to
It's just that I've crossed out
More than I wrote down for you

And now I'm trying to play it off
Like, "Oh, I wasn't trying that hard."
But I'm trying to say
Is I was trying to say that you [bad word] home

I know it seems crazy,
But the weather changed as soon as you left
I'm even wearing a coat now,
I think it's too cold to sit in front of Holy Oak

But I guess you'll be here soon so you can see for yourself
I just thought that you should know,
If this is what happens when you go,
Maybe next time don't

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I'm dying here before your eyes inside of darken circles,
I'm afraid of savage things I fought to keep away
Before I found out just what I found that I knew you'd [bad word] 
Now you know the things [bad word] from...

You could help me hide in the places I once lived and lost the one
Now you know the things [bad word] from...
Now you know the things [bad word] from...

You're killing me kid, but I know your intentions are good
I read what you wrote out; ask me to slow down, I should
I think you're trying to make it seem like it never could've meant enough
But what I'm hearing you say is that [bad word] away 'cause it meant too much

So this isn't easy, I know the weather in Melbourne is best
San Francisco got cold as I read your note walking Van Ness to Oak
You said I guess I'll be home soon but things will be different, I'm sure
So I thought that you should know if things are gonna change when [bad word] home,
Maybe this time don't.