[bad word] Hour (2012) Lyrics

They say that you
Must only wait.
I don’t believe, I know that everything`s in vain.
Thoughts in my head
They`re mixing n` pouring out.
It hurts so much; my mind is high above the ground.

Sometimes I just don`t have some strength to move and go ahead,
But then I try to throwaway [bad word] from my head.
So many things want to take back,
The memories are deep in black.
And I have no idea what to do.

[Refrain:]
Don`t give in
Though the walls start to fall,
Though your biggest hope
Seems to be [bad word] 
That [bad word] hour
Once will end,
So just take a stand.
You must take a stand.

Good times have passed,
And you don`t see the light.
You are wrong. Believe, the future is so bright.
Won`t ask for help
Just me, myself and I.
Give me some time and I will act and I will try.
The skies are changing colors, but I always stay the same.
My nervous nature always needs someone to match and blame. 
Don`t want to sit and wait your turn.
It feels so bad when I`m alone,
And still there`re so many things to do.

[Refrain:]

I haven`t understood if you`re a tangled con or not.
I wish I had a chance to know.
I stop myself of being too insistent to put up with.
Want to distract and to forget,
But something always brings it back.
Can anyone help me to escape?