you should have left it buried deep in the back of your mind 
i refuse to take shelter as your arrows aim and try to pierce mine

confide in those friends knowing they're artificial and temporary 
you left me to try and keep calm with all the weight in the world to carry 

okay were fine, i've heard it a thousand times 
how can we coexist if you leave my life just to crawl back in 
you wore me out, you wore me down for good 
you [bad word] wore me out and now its your turn 

you're carefree in a temporary sleep 
don't wake up and greet me 
you're naive, faking your apathy towards everything and everyone you meet 

but i'm proud, i've kept my head on straight this time around 
reset the switch inside my head to turn off every time your name is said 

but i regret, its the thoughts that never left 
i still feel high from those months spent forgetting we exist 
i know its hiding somewhere, so ill [bad word] find it in there 
drag you out through the words i wasted, & all the [bad word] stated
heres my last attempt, my dying ode to them  [bad word] to terms with this