Faithfulness
Distracts me from my ever changing
Tastefulness
My mouth upon the richest tongues
 [bad word] for this
Static at the same time by it all [bad word] sense
Can slap me in the face
And yet I calm disent
Embarrassed by your obvious
Indifference
Disgusted at the same time by it all
Watching as my ego breaks your fall

Don't you know that I've
 [bad word] from you heart
And I feel like you've [bad word] too

Don't you know that I've
been lying from the start
And I feel like you've been lying too.

Leave you now
Can't convince myself
That you're the one somehow
To free me from this smile
I call my loneliness
Stuck inside this need to [bad word] 
Now I've left you standing on your feet

Don't you know that I've been [bad word] from you heart
And I feel like you've [bad word] too
Don't you know that I've been
lying from the start
And I feel like you've been
lying too.

faithfulness is just a [bad word] 
We break
Still pretending lust was just a fool
we faked, we made