Deathbed
I breathe in deep,
My [bad word] to an end.
I wish black roses
To be laid on my deathbed.

So slowly 
Snow is falling on my hand. [bad word] to an end!
Lay the last rose on my deathbed.

 [bad word] 
Cry! I still wish to die!
It’s life what forced to suffer,
It’s you who forced to go on 
So strong
Pain! Unforgotten blame!
Never-fading flame!
Never-ending game!
Confusing aim…

I refused to fight
As have no chance to make it right.
My untold dreams
Are aching wounds teasing my heart.

Finally
We’ll estimate the worth of life
If it’s too late,
If we are just to say “goodbye”

So bear till it’s over!..
Don’t wait, just feel the end...
Colder and colder
Is fear of hard last pang

 [bad word] 
Cry! I still wish to die!
It’s life what forced to suffer,
It’s you who forced to go on 
So strong
Pain! Unforgotten blame!
Never-fading flame!
Never-ending game!
Confusing aim…

What for we fight?
I still wish to die
What for we cry?
I still wish to die...