Dropped out again again gave up
No gain and nothing for a swap
It happened oh so many times before
But yet again that feeling hurts
No gain instead of just the words
Still don’t believe and maunder oh what for

That glitter blinded me and I
Was fascinated like a fly
Flying into jaws of a carnivorous plant
I’d rather not see that spark
Existing in the silent dark
And having time to burn down and to spend

Dropped out again again gave up
No gain and nothing for a swap
It happened oh so many times before

And I stay in 
My self-made prison
And I still can not catch the eye
I never changed it for a [bad word] 
The irksome beam 
Marks changing seasons
Another glint is passing by
To leave me on my own

And I stay in 
My self-made prison
And I still can not catch the eye
I never changed it for a [bad word] And changing seasons
Another glint is passing by
To leave me on my own
My self-made prison
And I still can not catch the eye
I never changed it for a [bad word] And changing seasons
Another glint is passing by
To leave me on my own