you started crying right in front of me
so then i embraced you and i swore i'd never let you go.
i would never let you hurt yourself, like i do
then i pulled you tighter and i never wanted to let go.

try to see it through my eyes - for the first time
understand, it's further from the [bad word] 
try to see it through my eyes - for the last time
understand, it's further from the [bad word] 

just the other day you were standing next to me with tears in your eyes

my eyes are blurring
the colors washes out
i need to see it with my own eyes

i've started... i've started to fade out
i just wish i could believe in what i see.

don't show the tears in your eyes
don't show what i'm [bad word]