I've been believing
In something so distant
As if I was human

And I've been denying
This feeling of hopelessness
In me

All the promises I made
Just to let you down
You believed in me but I'm broken

As much as I like the past
Nor to exist, it still does
And as much as I like
To feel like I belong here
I'm just as scared as you [bad word] away
One day we won't feel this pain anymore
Take it all away
Shadows of you
Cause they won't let me go

I have nothing left
And all I feel is this [bad word] wanting
We've been falling for all this time
And now, I'm lost in paradise